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REAL IN YOUR MIND

by Girl of God

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0101 Matrix Programer Super Dreamy, and a little psychedelic!.. She has a super soft, cute, and sultry voice!.. This girl is mesmerizing!.. Her vintage sound reminds me of Pink Floyds first album with Syd Barrett.. She pulls you into her spacey world.. My fave songs are skunk weed, Clover, Groom lake. and Lovin Fools...
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carter the songs and hymns that you hear in your mind during meditation. the soft and soothing soundtrack of an alien abduction balanced with melodies of magic Favorite track: Groom Lake.
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1.
i want to be bigger than life itself i dont care when you say that im fake
2.
Surprise 02:18
I have bodies In my yard Losing your family is so hard Took a knife to take a life Didn’t know it would happen twice But I left one alive To see the surprise Do u miss your mom She never called me her daughter It’s hard to recall Without thinking of the slaughter I found your liquor bottle In the room you left behind I cut you with the glass And left you to die I have a hole in my wall That crawls up to me Up to my sisters Ill never set them free Because what u did to me
3.
Wagons 02:05
You don’t look like most girls your age I don’t want to insult you or make you cry baby Am I too young to be singing Something so blue You wrote something sad the few times you’ve written too And even if you’re my sister or if you’re my brother I never found it meant staying together I miss them all Little fauns and cubs Wheeled away on wagons washed away in tubs And spiders gather together on your face To make lashes The family camera flashes Little Dorothy you’re a star again Daddy would say you’ll sweep monsters away with just a bright flash of your grin Mary would pray that you’d look her way and wink to bless her and say, mother I believe love can win Hallelujah
4.
Lovin Fool 04:49
Get drunk come to bed Rest your head and forget about me Your other friends are here And I'm just your girl I'll make it clear For I dress like a princess You act like you're too good And when I'm not dressed at all You say and act how you should all the time I have other friends that you dont know I don't sleep without you But when I do I wake up so confused It's an unusual affliction For quite a common addiction All I need is for you to know me You're a troublemaker that's hiding character But truth is I don't understand I'm a loving fool
5.
So Unholy 02:31
I had family Did they love me? Oh well- it’s a-ok I have Dolly’s to play One says hi to the other They all love each other And when one is in pain They all feel just the same This ones for Valerie youre so unholy When you ruin lives Do you feel alright When you ruin lives does it feel Ok You ruined mine Do you want to play By the grass today I’ll put you outside Wishing you would die And I’ll bury you In my yard too Cause you lied to me and my family dont trust anyone
6.
Skunk Weed 03:47
You fell for the guy with skunk weed Sayin in my dms “ he cheated on me “ Baby girl you’re fifteen You fell for a guy And it all went wrong Thought he loved you Because he likes your favorite song Oh it’s funny how we all relate Differently to something so specific And somehow still now you think they get it He doesn’t get it He don’t need love That was your first mistake He isn’t broken he’s just waiting to break Another person to feel whole inside And now he’s done it I can tell by the way you cried Don’t cry for him Don’t cry for him It’s just a little thing A little thing He doesn’t matter anymore You’ll grow up smarter for The shit you face
7.
Clover 02:41
Break my bones and call me lovely See my sheets theyre pink and bloody Did your mom say I could come over My yard has no grass just clover In my kitchen yellow curtains See how they let all the light in Once so clean and now so rotten My old kitchen so forgotten I’m so lucky You are so funny I can’t remember What makes them family Bubbling softly Blood in my body I’ve been so lonely Blonde hair with bubblegum in it Will you chew it or did u spit it I don’t know what happened to me Tell me if it was you Tell me if it was you Break my bones and call me lovely I’ve been so lonely Tell me if it was you it was me Tell me it was you it was me
8.
Friends 02:45
Do you guys mean what you say When we’re at the party and everyone else is away Is it gonna be me and you During part two Or is it gonna be me and her and you It’s overdue I know I’m losing you Oh my friends oh my friends Oh my friends oh my friends Which is which and who is who And who loves who And who are you? Do you guys mean what you say when you’re at the party and everyone else is away Is it gonna be you and me Or you and her Maybe i should just move away Forget your name Forget that place Maybe I could just move away But I won’t I’ll always stay Oh my friends oh my friends Oh my friends oh my friends Which is which and who is who Which is which and who is who Which is which and who is who
9.
Teeth 02:44
I just wanna feel happy Do anything I can do Ill feel happy Ruin my whole life just to feel happy Do you know what I mean My friend lanas just like me Stays up and drinks never sleeps until she’s sleeping with someone Never loves just asks for love And never kids until she tells you she’s kidding Come on hunny come on grow up move on Oh she’s pretty prettier than me But that don’t make her any happier than me Because when you’re lonely pretty is just word That strangers call you at night And you sit alone at night and cry and become unpretty and wonder what life even means Cause not knowing makes your life tragic How could something so pretty be tragic Jump off a bridge I don’t know but it is, Forget I exist i dont know but it is Cut off your arms so you’ll hold me when we kiss She don’t know it but she is so hurt by the things you say I took a pill to make it go away To make me go away I never thought it would end this way I always thought it would end up ok But I am bleeding all over the floor You come in and I don’t know what for Nothing changes You can’t change Nothing’s better Everything’s in flames I hope that I Can stop crying But if I do I’d be lying To myself And anyone Who looks at me I’d be fake And smile hard Til My teeth break
10.
Cottonballs 01:52
Cotton balls couldn't replace the Softness of your legs And your many legs And your comforting Cool hard stare Rocking with out you is a rocky trip in an airplane I hope you can breathe When you make your way back home to me And I'll ask my mother But she does not bother She says she wants you to come back to me Hippocrates, where is she? Darwin is a substitute for you while you're gone And I love you Hun But he's real and you're not
11.
Boston 01:43
You’re so afraid of trying to hard You judge people for making cliché art you want friends around you I do too You let them surround you I do too I don’t like your friends we have that In common If that’s what u call them Besides your friends in Boston They are good people they deserve the world And you and me we will keep on writing songs And next year in Boston we will belong
12.
Groom Lake 01:45
Fell asleep at old groom lake Couldn’t stay awake Waited for you at the gate I thought I saw you yesterday Water glitters white and blue I try not to think of you But I fail to It’s the only thing that I know how to do I played with lasers by the doc And I thought maybe that youd show up But you didn’t and I waited for no reason Reminds me of that tree question Do you here something?
13.
Chucky 01:07
Chucky helped me fit into a family Made me feel like a little girl Chucky my gave me big responsibilities Said we could change the whole world Chucky gonna be my new baby He said he could set me free Chucky’s got a good way of livin Said he has a job for me Rearrange your furniture Creep you out creep you out
14.
Backyard 02:36
Never thought something as stupid as this could be this hard Don’t leave me in the ocean I’m the type of girl you bury in your backyard And don’t ask me to talk if I already know what you’re going to say Cause teddy already told me I’d be dead by the end of the day Ya I never thought something as stupid as this could be this hard Don’t leave me by the ocean I’m the type you bury in your yard So you can come back later And say whatever to me And cut my hair cause I’m not there to bleed

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My second album! Please get lost in the music and let the harsher themes fly overhead silent and unnoticed like white tic tac ufos.

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released January 24, 2021

Thank you to all my friends who listened to countless takes of these songs and who helped me perfect this album to my own standards <3

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