I just wanna feel happy
Do anything I can do Ill feel happy
Ruin my whole life just to feel happy
Do you know what I mean
My friend lanas just like me
Stays up and drinks never sleeps
until she’s sleeping with someone
Never loves just asks for love
And never kids until she tells you she’s kidding
Come on hunny come on grow up move on
Oh she’s pretty prettier than me
But that don’t make her any happier than me
Because when you’re lonely pretty is just word
That strangers call you at night
And you sit alone at night and cry
and become unpretty
and wonder what life even means
Cause not knowing makes your life tragic
How could something so pretty be tragic
Jump off a bridge I don’t know but it is,
Forget I exist i dont know but it is
Cut off your arms so you’ll hold me when we kiss
She don’t know it but she is
so hurt by the things you say
I took a pill to make it go away
To make me go away
I never thought it would end this way
I always thought it would end up ok
But I am bleeding all over the floor
You come in and I don’t know what for
Nothing changes
You can’t change
Nothing’s better
Everything’s in flames
I hope that I Can stop crying
But if I do I’d be lying
To myself
And anyone
Who looks at me
I’d be fake
And smile hard
Til My teeth break
Dizzying psychedelic songs that feel like they're being played at the bottom of a deep canyon, drenched in reverb & echo. Bandcamp New & Notable Dec 11, 2022